As I sit in my favorite spot on the island...an ancient Druid chapel. A place that has anchored so many shifts not only personally but for the earth. Some miraculous and some not easy. I hold prayers for all those struggling in this shift. So much is happening that is shaking humanity up and taking each of us out of our comfort zone. I feel so much, as so many are in pain and not seeing the hope. Some are being asked to step up and lead, to speak up, to share wisdom. Some are being asked to go internal to heal and rejuvenate for they have been on the front lines too long. They need to be replenished. Some are loosing everything to realize that they have everything inside them and the rest is just stuff. To receive in places they never allowed or thought possible. Places they didn’t feel worthy of. To realize and feel the communities around them and how much they are loved. To hold the catalyst that brings us together as communities of light, of peace. Some are leaving relationships that hold in old identities, crutches or patterns to choose love of self and empowerment, growth. Some are sick or have loved ones struggling or leaving the earth. I pray for strength and courage for each and everyone of you as you face what ever challenges or paths that are before you. 2019 was a year that asked me to surrender everything. I left everything I knew to step into the unknown. To let go of the identity I had built, to surrender into, “things don’t have to look the way I think they should,” to allow and surrender again. To face every fear that I had, every crutch that I had in place for survival. To let most of my possessions go only to realize I don’t need much, it’s only stuff. To live simply, To experience a new country, new work, new relationships, new ways of doing things, as nothing was familiar. To find new way of showing up for my children. In this process my heart opened even more. Loved even more until I reached a place that was wild and free. I call it the wild heart. A place I no longer had to justify, but could just be. A place where I wasn’t obligated but could choose where to serve, where to give that was loving and harmonious to me. I let every last place where I was defensive go. A complete surrender of every identity I held on to. People ask me how I stay so positive, that it must be easy for me. I say again it’s a choice. I have faced my own challenges, my own struggles, days when nothing makes sense. My own why’s, why this or that, why do I have to hold right action when others don’t? I am a Virgo ??♀️ so very much have I had to surrender the why’s and even understandings, and the endless round and round the brain wants to take you, to live in my heart. To let fear and what if’s, go. To live from my heart. For I don’t get a free pass. I am tested all the time to walk my talk. Not to be perfect, for some days I fail miserably, but to show up and walk my best. To face my own mirrors and internal voices and transform them. 2020 is still asking me to surrender into the unknown but in a place that I know I’m becoming exactly who I came here to be. To lead unapologetically and share my mastery and gifts. To speak out more and share my journey and wisdom I gained to those that relate. To connect to those I feel to reach out to and let go of those that are no longer in harmony with me. Not in judgement but a true honoring of their path. For there are many ways to get there, it does not have to be mine. To know I have an endless amount of love to give. To know that my heart can’t be broken in love, it can only open to more love. To know you can’t loose something, for everything is energy and in that it can only transform and become something else. To express itself in a different way, not less, just different. To know that even though it makes no sense today, the knowing will come tomorrow or when I’m ready to know. To hold the hope when it seems hopeless. To let you know your not alone, we stand together. To remind you of the light you hold. To help you remember the master you are and the love you came to share. To remind you that the vibration of love does transform all lower densities. That joy is a choice. We have to wake up every morning and choose to live our joy. To show up each and every day the best we can. 100 percent present. To walk our purpose and not others. To Intend and trust we will be shown the way around the obstacles and given the solution to the challenges we face. To intend to create more of what brings us joy and let our thoughts leave that which does not. So I sit here in this chapel hearing the songs of the ancients before us, knowing they too faced challenges and that they too are here with us. They are lending us their strength and wisdom. That they are helping to guide us and lead us into a place of harmony with the earth, the animals, and each other. To love fully and wildly all that we are. To just be. To just breathe in the light that we are. The love that is eternal and infinite within us. So today I remind you that you are loved and I pray you find the peace you are seeking and know how much you matter. For you are the light that may guide the person beside you. You never know how many lives you touch with just a smile❤️ I laugh because as I write this a storm is kicking up. In the distance I see a ferry braving the storm to take those that need a way, to the other side safely. You got to love spirit and the messages we get daily. So in this time of shifts, unknowing and moving from one structure to another. Please know that if you find yourself struggling, there are those in place to guide you safely to the other side. Trust spirit, the Divine to propel you forward to the best spot. Trust your knowing. Listen to where your being led for your safety or your best path. This Might show up as An internal voice, an earth angel or heavenly guidance, but no matter what the form, you are not alone. You are always guided. There is a divine hand always guiding with yours to your intention, to your desire, to Safety, To Home in the heart. ❤️
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